The sign for power
By Stella Wong
li 力
in Chinese,
turned up-
side down
jackknifes into
the romanized
number four,
or death.
I used
to be
a romantic,
I used
a marker
to write on my wrist
the way
J
thinks we
cannot see
the smears
her magic
markers leave
behind
when she tries
shortcuts to
cut lines
on her legs.
She knights herself
without blade, 刀
draws on
a Cupid’s bow
some braver source
to mark her growth
in lieu of new scars.
When what is ruined turns
white, the runes will be
visited. Our resident Aztec
doctor,
priest &
calendar-maker
derives her own
number 四 for
a suicide
hotline—
orange, hot
lines to call forth
power.
Author’s Note:
The three characters used in this poem are 力, or li, for power, 刀, or dao, for sword/blade, and the number 四, or four, is pronounced the same as the Chinese character for death.
About the author:
Stella Wong is a poet with degrees from Harvard and the Iowa Writers’ Workshop. Wong’s poems have appeared in POETRY, Colorado Review, Missouri Review, Narrative, Poetry Northwest, and the LA Review of Books. She is the author of AMERICAN ZERO, winner of the 2018 Two Sylvias Press Chapbook Prize selected by Danez Smith, and SPOOKS, winner of the 2020 Saturnalia Books Editors Prize.